If you must know what it feels like to be crazy:

It’s like somedays you feel so connected to the people around you. You find them all kind. You want to learn and teach and share and kiss and touch. 

One thing will go wrong. All the sudden it feels really hot.  You panic.  Your breath quickens.  Feels like theres some kind of insane pressure upon you. Everybody hates you. EVERYBODY is out to get you. Anything you say will sound wrong. People are looking at you.  All bad intentions. 

Everything you have to do seems impossible.  Even people on the street know you have failed sometime. You cannot have a conversation. You can’t even hear the other people. You’re thinking really hard.

Because you’re mind is trying to find a reason that maybe this will go away. Or maybe you can fix something but nothing makes enough sense to do it.